First post in 2012
it a new year, i spend my first day , first min of 2012 with my best friend,friend, work friend at steakout.
although it end n start with mis-understanding, unhappiness ,trouble in our heart
but we still spent it happily
I drop my first tear of 2o12 on the first day on train for someone i use to care a lot.
but now ... the ans is no, not that i don't totally care for her any more just that
(from my own view) u don't treasure what u have. so why should i give u all my caring from my heart. i don't mean that my care is so exp that u must treasure it i just mean i think u don't need it so forget it i wont waste my time on u ( all from my point of view)
at least i found some one that know how treasure, appreciate what i did for her although i keep giving her trouble , irritated her with my indecisive and my family problem , and what i think because i love to think too much toward the negative way.
but she still care for me
this is why i treat her so nice that other cannot receives the same care
because she did the same thing to me
this is what i mean by a true best friend to me maybe she nv think the same way as me but i still love her so much and her name is WINNIE TAN <3
Winnie i wanna tell u no matter how u change u will still be Winnie that i love
and i love to be yr listening ear so talk to me man!
ok it sound like a confession but it just what i am thinking ok !
it too disgusting to say it out loud to u
and i know u will be lazy to read everything so i make it darker just for u because i don't y when i put colour it cant see when i post
unhappy thing happen on the first day
and continue and it still more to come i know i have to face it no matter how i dun wan it to happen o me.
but i have to understand thing happen with a reason and we should find out that reason in order to solve thing.
ok, forget about those crap first talk about my life for the first week of 2012
sun 1/1/12
wake up , at 3+
meet Winnie n rp at rp House about4 to accompany rp to buy laptop
we went changi point to eat first
eat +chit chat for about 1hr 30min
and after eating
we went to expo and she bought a laptop within 15min haha
ok first day of 2012 ended like that
--photo fb or rp blog ok--
Mon 2/1/12
Tue 3/1/12
wed 4/1/12
Thur 5/1/12
ok all date i listed about the life i have this few is just
EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
ok as u see i eat more than i work i work more than i sleep
Thurs 5/1/12
Emma went back to Phillip
i almost die at work place that day
that day Winnie , rhong peng and Eng jie come and eat at steakout after they went for poly open house.
and went rhongpeng to chitchat n with my mac because it too busy that day so night No staff meal!
speak everything out is a good choice
Fri 6/112
today is finally my offfffff day !!
woke up from my sleep at 9 because there no electricity as it have be cut off for one hour
and i have no Fan so it hot
but fall asleep after awhile
and wake up by Joanna call at 11
and finally i wake at 12
went np with mum to settle my thing
and mum bought her new year clothes
and i bought two new shoes
went out with steakout staff and da jie at night
home by 1 am because mum say so
so i listen to what my mum ok!
haha k
it already sat 7/1/12
when i posting this
and seven of my 2012 is go end just like that
haahaa ok bye:)
